I was reading in bed when they took my neighbours away

The mosquito droned louder
than the ruffle next door and when 
it drifted between the verse I 
slammed the pages shut. 
Furious words squirted onto my face. 

Tess Gallegher writes about kisses like
a fairytale Princess would, after 
She'd grown old and 
had an MA in English Lit. She died 
the year I was born and here I am, leering. 

She was a teacher, and I wish she’d taught me. 

Had I a liberal arts degree elsewhere 
and no baggage I would (perhaps)
feel less shame for using language that isn’t mine to complain 
about these bejewelled manacles a thousand years long. 

And I would (perhaps) feel less shame for my silence
then, when the Men took my neighbours away and called a Blessing 
this unseasonal sorrow under a spring sun.

Here I am rumpled instead. 
The pages are pristine.
The mosquito got away anyway. 


—--- by P.N., who continues to go mad under lockdown. 

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